A brief memory trip inspired by an internet sound search- thinking of the resounding of the blue grouse in the Coast Mountains in BC in May- peaks wreathed in clouds, air intoxicatingly clear, and the sound....reverberating among the peaks, the sound of the mountains in May. My attempts to hear this sound from digital sound clips decontextualized
on an iPad- utterly missed the mark. I went hunting for old diaries to
see if I had recorded my impressions....I found none from the right
period in my life. Fieldnotes were too voluminous and detail-oriented
to record (or locate the record) of the aesthetic experience I
remember. Walking up the Seven Sisters in May, up the Coyote Creek
trail...a trek through the Coastal Western Hemlock Zone halfway up the
mountains, the trail twisting and turning, uphill and sometimes down,
through the forest above the last logging cut. Moss and hemlock and
fool's huckleberry aka rusty Menziesia (Menziesia ferruginea)- a huckleberry relative which bears dry capsules instead of juicy dark berries-, some real black huckleberry, in flower at this time of year....as we near the little pond near the upper limits of the forest- the sound, throbbing, deep, resounding through the forest. The sound of the quickening spring. Below, the accelerating rattle of the ruffed grouse, here the deep booming of the blue grouse. Litisxw. '
The little lake reflects the peaks and dark trees, just at the edge of the old burn from the 1930's then half a century before. We pause for a bit of food then push on past the trees to the open terrain of the moraines and rocky glacier bed between what we called the Black Sister and the tallest peak, Weeshkinisht on the map 'Wii Sga'nist, the big mountainin Gitxsan. The peaks surround. Goats
frequent the still bare alder thickets on the flanks of the Black
Sister. The remnant glacier is a small snowfield up near the headwall
of the cirque. 
Down below, at the base of the mountain where we lived, the ruffed grouse dominated, generally the grey form. Put–put-put-put-put-put –the chainsaw that never starts. Theirs the realm of thimbleberry and birch and hazel, of heart-leaved Arnica, morrels, and dandelion greens, the deciduous and mixed woods of the valley bottom. I used to enjoy their trail of tracks across the snowpack in winter too, and sometimes little curled droppings appearing almost like compressed sawdust or wood shavings. Grouse, unsurprisingly perhaps, is a Gitxsan crest, and figures in the Adaawk from Temlax'amit that is on the pole of Ant'kulilbisxw in Kispaayaks. The crying woman on Mary's pole holds a bird, the grouse that could have
saved her brother from starvation had she and her sister been able to
procure it in time... I have a Walter Harris print of the grouse hanging in my house, and a carved painted plaque. I like to eat grouse too, though as I'm not a hunter, I haven't cooked it many times. My favourite is with wild mushrooms in a kind of stew or fricassee. I also have some beautiful banded grouse tail feathers in a little basket with other beautiful "found feathers" in my Edmonton living-room.Spruce grouse, "chickens" figure in my memories of more northerly places. The first time the wonder of spruce grouse, black hooded, sitting dark and immobile in the small snow wreathed black spruce of the boreal forest near Ethel Lake in the central Yukon. My daughter was almost 6, and lost her first tooth that day....A few years later, we were driving south in late August having taken the Alaska Ferry to Haines Alaska and driven down the Alaska highway to the junction with Highway 37. We started down the Stewart-Cassiar south toward the Skeena. Allen had a hankering to go fishing, and we pulled off at a place signed Wheeler Lake south about an hour from the Yukon border. Before he could catch anything, he somehow broke the tip of his rod. Frustrated, he noticed there were a number of young-of-the-year spruce grouse sitting fearlessly in the small black spruce and willows. He and Rose set to work with sticks and stones, and soon we had two spruce grouse to share....cooked up on our coleman stove with freshly picked delicious lactarius mushrooms, and a side of low-bush cranberry sauce. A delicious and memorable meal off the land that I still think of, decades later, whenever I drive by the sign that says "Wheeler Lake". This was before I came back to the Watson Lake area to work with Kaska Elders.....
Travelling with my Elder teacher Auntie Mida, one of the first Kaska sentences I learned to say was "Hligah dí’ ne gánesta" I saw one "chicken". Kaska usually talk about any animals they have seen when traveling, and ask travelers what they have seen. Probably in the days of more local travel this was useful, even necessary, information. Driving out to pick some berries on the trapline of another Elder teacher, we saw three or four grouse, but had no 22. I took out my camera to photograph the grouse, and Auntie Alice commented- "You want take picture, I want to eat them!" She also explained that "chickens" like thick jack-pine, but willow ptarmigan, another grouse-like bird that turns snowy white in winter, prefers willow.
I once saw a beautiful cock willow ptarmigan on the upper Skeena/Klappan divide down on the borders of Spatsizi park, with his brown summer mottling, and brilliant red eyebrows. I've also seen willows loaded with winter-white ptarmigan like partridges in a proverbial pear tree on the shore of Great Slave Lake in the Northwest Territories.
I came full circle on grouse and ptarmigan when I was visiting in Gitwangak on the Skeena River last February. I was working with a group of Elders and my friend Ruby discussing community health planning. Dinim Get, my long time teacher, asked if I had a name. He considered if he should give me the name Ay-aa'y, "ptarmigan", one of the names of his Lax Gibuu House.....
